05jan09

hmms. another day at the school. as usual the teacher came in and we dicuss abt the class things then time pass very slowly. =.= then got play some games here and there. got to do with the teacher's ELMO. is not the usual elmo lahh. it looks like a dinosaur with red spots? hahas. kinda cute in some ways too. then english teacher talked very fast then time also pass fast! :DDDDDDDD

i think my english is gonna improve under her bahs. hopefully. lesson ended and went off to the canteen with xianhui. then took back my camp fee for RCYC. then went to makan! hmms. then while waiting for the seniors to be okay,me and xianhui went back to TWOTHREE. i still miss them lahh. things is so much better at that point of time but i know i got to move on de. haix.

then had redcross training. we're late! becos we had a short discussion with the yiting. first we discuss abt cca display things. the ex seniors came back too. to see our footdrill things. then decide finish already,off to do footdrill. haix. then footdrill all the way...

then ended training. then had a talk with the ex seniors. i hate that paticular someone lahh.i'm not refering to any of the ex seniors,sec fours,my batchmates or another sec twos. adding oil to fire can! stupid. made me very pissed off lo. i'm in a bad mood today. i know i got a bit of attitute today. forgive me,cos i dun meant it. seriously.

i'm just in a very bad mood lahh. ARGH! i dun know what to say. i just hope cca display and FDC can be balanced! all are equally impt to our redcross. without the new juniors to join us,what's the point of everything? of cos. we put in so much effort for FDC,we want something back. so both are equally impt! dun see things one sided. err. i'm talking to myself,not to you all. why must cca display fall on 10jan? time is really really not enough for so much things!

after this week,almost everyday have training. hope everyone can take good care of yourself cos i know it is not going to be easy for us. let's pray that i dun fall sick and give black face. LOL. today is not just my day can! whole week occupied with everything. we had float out lessons,hmt and cca. haix. ENDURE! i know this is the only thing i can say to myself and the others. =.=

tmr will be better, i suppose. but i WANT tmr to be better!
i'm missing my sec two life. one more thing,the sec twos now dun fly us areoplanes can! seriously very irrating to me! first you decide to come for training then you two appear then you two disappear to dunno where! since you make the effort to bring so much things here,why not just come? ARGH. how can i make you think? i dun wanna make you cry lahh. see us then cry liaos,like we are bullying you or something?! and the actual fact is we're NOT! what's the point of crying? are they tears of gulity or sadd or fear? just voice out your opinons! ARGH!

of cos. we want the seniors back to help. we may look that we are not worrying abt anything,i'm sure deep in our hearts we do feel something. all of us wants to win! but we still must have the space to try out everything. things will get better as time goes on!

someone,pls cheer me up?

cheers!
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