15jan09

this is my 134th post. haha. look how free i am since i started blogging. school as normal. nothing special. english lesson is fun. kinda like english more now. that's good. hmms. the lesson is pretty interesting. she asked us to do conversation witht the topic 'journey to school' then started picking up ppl to say. then some said quite funny things. then she told us to lie when we really had nothing to say. cos if we really as like that,we are gonna fail. OMG. teacher teaching us to LIE. it's a white lie after all. it's just for the grades. hmt was bad. i dun even know what she saying seh. i like just copying and copying what she said and wrote on the board lahh. luckily my chinese is good. if not,i'm gonna have a tough time. maybe is becos i'm not that interested in her lesson so tends to daydream more.

PE is okay. playing with the dunno what disc today. hmms. didnt really try it lahh. cos not enough time. the thing is 1kg,maybe it's gonna be heavy? hmms. idk. & my hand too small lahh. small until cannot reach the end of the disc sia. how small?! =.= then cannot really throw the thing far lo. cos i cannot use my strength cos i cant reach the other end. sadd. gotta have bigger hands. haha. LOL.

hmms. then later got redcross. then normal things. footdrill training. improvements! that's good. then walked home with xianhui & started talking abt things that happened to us before. it's kinda sad actually. but only she understands what i'm trying to say. bu kui shi my 10years friend. so proud of her seh. & sorry if i'm a bit fierce or attitute today. i'm just not in the very happy mood. at least i bother to smile and laugh le. (:

BAD MOOD lahh. not emo. just bad mood. not happy lahh. argh. not a lot of times i will not happy de lo. i belong to the world of happiness,you see. hahaha. i'm cheering myself up. cos i'm sick and tired of everything. you know,battery will die,machines also need rest. i should give myself a break too. the length is also longer than the breadth in a rectangle. is that fair for the 'length'? or in other words,do 'length' got a choice to choose it's life? have you ever though of making it back to a square again? forget it. you all also dunno what i saying. i think a few understand. not much bahs. cos it's a very bad example. take my brain away,cos i dun wish to think. can i just disappear in this world? ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

relax. don't harp over those things le. people said,life needs to move on. let's move on. (:
SMILE! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
it takes lesser energy to smile than to frown. so smiling is better. hmms. SMILE.
i wanna stay happy. and that marks the end of my entry.

cheers!
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