31jan09

ohh. today is the last day of the jan! one month past so fast?! yupps. it just past so fast. haix. i got plenty of homework to do today. a lot a lot of them lahh. haiyo. i just realised time is not enough for me! perhaps i need extra 24 hours! hahaha. =.=

hmms. ytd was the new sec ones coming to redcross. i got 13juniors! that's great. still npcc got the most amount of ppl in UG. always have a lot arh. but i'm happy that they gave us more juniors (: we had some games then we go do footdrill already. they then went to miss norita and the other seniors! a few of the ex seniors came back to see the new sec ones. ohh ya. we got three guys in the new sec ones batch. that's wonderful! (: hope they can stay till they are sec four! redcross is really fun and enjoyable lahh. it may be tough but it's meaningful. i only rmb some of their names lahh. haha. i try to rmb more of them. match their face with their names! footdrill camp coming le. common test coming le. how am i going to manage my time? OMG. i need to learn balancing from the clowns!(becos i'm not one) hahas. LOL. i'm busy but happy still. (:

cheers!
3.35pm

27jan09

ytd is chinese new year! went to bugis first. then saw a lot a lot a lot of ppl at the temple there,wanted to go in but lazy to wait. think wait until dunno when then can go in bahs. hmms. then went to eat vegetarian food. (: quite nice! then went to bugis junction there walk walk then took mrt to boon lay. off to grandma's hse for CNY. hmms. then saw cousins there and ate steamboat together. then played heart attack witht them and have funnnnnnnnnnnn. :D then wanted to play 21dots but then i no money to bet. haha. then watch TLN special ep together in the living room. quite nice lahh.

then also got watch 'shi shen' together. haha. quite funny. i realised my cousins changed a lot. it's time for me to grow taller. haha. i want the secret of growing taller. =.= haha. nvm. i shall be contented with my height. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

hmms. nothing much to do now. cos my papa's side family is in malaysia so couldn't go to visit them. tmr starting school le. that's bad. i wanna more holidays. *sigh.

cheers!
12.44noon

21jan2009

hmms. school as usual. nothing much special lahh. i sloved the problems with my batchmates le. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
&i still love them as much as before!

today Emaths is very boring. until i can fall asleep by just looking at the paper. & don't really get what the teacher trying to say. i think i need help le. haha. today our form teacher showed us some videos. some are funny some got meaning. chinese was okay. physics free period then went to collect the chemistry' test de crystals. then need to weigh them too. =.=

then is english test. no teacher around. can cheat leh. but i didn't. honest right? ahahahaha.
then wanna go three-one with corene to find jiajing and go canteen to find xianhui. then half way saw xianhui then jiu see jiajing. then went back home. & i wake up damn early today. haiyo. not used to it lahh. 6am leh. very very early. but nvm lahh. (:

ohoh. tmr got training. hmms. friday no training.i wanna go but new year clothes! (:
nothing much more to say le. i promise i will not late again le. (:

cheers!
5.55pm,nice timing. (:

SORRY TO MY BATCHMATES!
sorry sorry.
i promise i will not like that le. maybe becos everyday trainings bahs.
SORRY! forgive me. cos i know my mood not very good nowadays. i promise will not do that again le. i promise i will smile more. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD still,thanks for not showing out your unhappiness towards my attitute. i thanks you guys for telling me that.

charmaine,sorry lahh. don't angry. that day is becos the day ic already told you all le. my words may be a bit not that nice that day. slap me next time. really really.

we're a batch. we work as a batch. and i'm really sorry for making you all angry. forgive me? SORRY!

18jan2008

hmms. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIAJING! hahas.
hope she like all her presents! haiyo. now then know need help out in the footdrill camp proposal lehs. i very slow. cos i never check my email lahh. so sorry! didn't mean it de. cos at first yiting called me,then i not at home plus phone no batt then never bring go our lahh. sorry!

haix. hmms. ytd went to jp to buy new year clothes. but didnt find anything i like.in the end only buy shorts. not cheap either. go bugis buy cheaper. but i got no time to go.never mind,i still got a wednesday to go out to shop. hahas. LOL. new year coming le! seems like time pass very fast,you see. hmms. is like ytd is just 2009 and this minute you know,CNY is coming. (:

nothing much to say today. just keep studying for the english vocab thingy lo. this time round the words more difficult. =.= first test sure fail de. cos my mind in a blank. LOL. haiyo. why do weekends pass so fast? i dun wanna go to school lahh. very boring one lehs. HAIX.

LALALAS. nothing to say le. (:

cheers!
6.28pm

15jan09

this is my 134th post. haha. look how free i am since i started blogging. school as normal. nothing special. english lesson is fun. kinda like english more now. that's good. hmms. the lesson is pretty interesting. she asked us to do conversation witht the topic 'journey to school' then started picking up ppl to say. then some said quite funny things. then she told us to lie when we really had nothing to say. cos if we really as like that,we are gonna fail. OMG. teacher teaching us to LIE. it's a white lie after all. it's just for the grades. hmt was bad. i dun even know what she saying seh. i like just copying and copying what she said and wrote on the board lahh. luckily my chinese is good. if not,i'm gonna have a tough time. maybe is becos i'm not that interested in her lesson so tends to daydream more.

PE is okay. playing with the dunno what disc today. hmms. didnt really try it lahh. cos not enough time. the thing is 1kg,maybe it's gonna be heavy? hmms. idk. & my hand too small lahh. small until cannot reach the end of the disc sia. how small?! =.= then cannot really throw the thing far lo. cos i cannot use my strength cos i cant reach the other end. sadd. gotta have bigger hands. haha. LOL.

hmms. then later got redcross. then normal things. footdrill training. improvements! that's good. then walked home with xianhui & started talking abt things that happened to us before. it's kinda sad actually. but only she understands what i'm trying to say. bu kui shi my 10years friend. so proud of her seh. & sorry if i'm a bit fierce or attitute today. i'm just not in the very happy mood. at least i bother to smile and laugh le. (:

BAD MOOD lahh. not emo. just bad mood. not happy lahh. argh. not a lot of times i will not happy de lo. i belong to the world of happiness,you see. hahaha. i'm cheering myself up. cos i'm sick and tired of everything. you know,battery will die,machines also need rest. i should give myself a break too. the length is also longer than the breadth in a rectangle. is that fair for the 'length'? or in other words,do 'length' got a choice to choose it's life? have you ever though of making it back to a square again? forget it. you all also dunno what i saying. i think a few understand. not much bahs. cos it's a very bad example. take my brain away,cos i dun wish to think. can i just disappear in this world? ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

relax. don't harp over those things le. people said,life needs to move on. let's move on. (:
SMILE! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
it takes lesser energy to smile than to frown. so smiling is better. hmms. SMILE.
i wanna stay happy. and that marks the end of my entry.

cheers!
8.35pm

13jan09

another day in school,as usual. hmms. i'm late again! haha. normal me. that's means i got to wake up earlier next time. but i won't. haha. LAZY. today's lesson was kinda fun. esp english,today is special. she just gave us a starting of compo then we suppose to continue. then things started to get a bit ________. then she was shocked to receive that kinda composition. hahas. then worte abt oursleves. i'm truthful. i do write about my bad points too. haha.

chinese was okay. watched the movie and we needed to do a compo abt it?! shocking. what things can we write uh? i gotta use my brain cells to think more. hmms. today was kinda more tiring. cos i got float out lesson till 3.45pm. first was physics then cme. cme was fun too.dicuss abt quite a lotsa things. hmms. things do get interesting,you see. haha.

then training. first time late until so LATE. i think after doing what we're supposed to do,we are one hour late. that's scary. then gotta do some punishment. it's tiring but we're the ones in wrong. late for one hour leh. if i'm them,i will make them owe more. nvm. first time in sec three in redcross doing punishment. not missing it lahh. it's a memory. LOL. haha. let's hope we do not be late next time. cos i'll die first. =.= try to be on time,people. hmms. i'll try.

we ran a total of two rounds then do cheers then jumping-jacks. kinda tiring cos we only do that in camps. then a bit of footdrill then jiu dismissial. then accompany xianhui go 399 buy her tmr's breakfast then she treat me bbt. :D thanks for the treat uh. <333

then talked about something recently happened then met her mama. then jiu go home. wah. i can really chat very long with her. yeahs. today dun need do a lot of homework. i'm free! but only for today. haix. that's sadd. at least free for one day lahh. not bad either.

here's something for them:
i know it's not easy for you all to lead the whole unit. i know very difficult de. i know you all trying your best le. what we promised you all,will be delivered. i swear i won't late next time le. don't be too sad of what they commented about you all. you all are you all,they are they. you guys are really different. no matter what happens,i will be supporting you all de. i'm sure together we can make a very big difference. we shall show them who we are. (: i think you guys are great leaders! it's really very different this year. we win we will be happy of cos. even if we had lost or anything,we will smile cos we really put in our best le. take it as an experience this year. don't so stressed out lahh. we will do our best to help you all de. pls. don't say bad abt them anymore. i'm sure you will know how it feels. give positive comments. it's really not easy to balance all this. it takes time to learn. nobody is talented to all this,it really needs time to balance. i know it's not easy de.

here's another something for the others:
sooner or later,we are going to be like them. so do respond to what they asked. and keep the footdrill standard there. don't dun come training hor. we will need you all there! (: it's really not easy for them,so we must help them out too. next time be instructors liaos,jiu know how they really feel le. that's why i'm so angry with them. if they really did what they wanted,i'm sure my face will be more attitute. forgive me for being a bit fierce arh. we got to put ourselves in their shoes. think from their point of view. it's really not easy. now we have a goal in mind,let's work together and show them what we're made up off. don't look down on us. we may be small,but we are not that weak as you think we're. we're strong. it's time to work even harder. :D jiayous. and think positive. btw. izzati,i miss you for today's trg. haiyo. don't go for chinese next time lahh. haha. that's all.

cheers!
8.36pm

11jan2009

hmms. today is a sunday! which means tmr is a monday! i dun wanna go to school. haix. got so many two tests going on monday. got english,got biology. sadd. but then i hope tmr dun have float out lesson cos they are coming back to take their results. wish those getting results good luck! :DDDDDDDDDDDD i'm sure their hardwork would be paid off.

tmr got training as usual. today finished my very difficult compo,character. thanks JIEJIE for helping if not i still haven complete my compo lahh. she agreed that this is a difficult topic too. hahas. which means is not my fault for dunno how to write. LOL. randommm. today is coldddddd! ytd also not feeling well then jiu go sleep super early. still feeling cold now. haix.

just now also nearly fell asleep when learning the english vocab thingy. real boring. all the words like same meaning de lo. later the test dunno what to put. nvm, let's look on the bright side of life. it's gonna to be a piece of cake tmr! hahas.

ohh ya. needed to thank JIEJIE for the Swensens ice cream vouchers! ice cream super niceeeeeee too. hmms. cookies&cream is nice cos it's my favourite! and sticky choco mix is nice too. too bad,dun have lime sherbet. i wanna try that flavour too. macademia nuts ice cream is not bad too. orange is too sour for me and mango is the worst. cos i dislike mango lahh. =.= the jug of water is cute too. the cups also small small de. then had lots of fun chatting and laughing too. then settled the bill and went off. went to walk around at jp. still the same old things. then jiu took mrt to je. walked around to buy things then jiu go imm. then took mrt and bus back home. that day not bad arh. LOL. at least i did laugh a lot.

back to today. quite bored lahh cos i got nothing much to do except for studying for my two tests. 17 more trainings to go before FDC starts. fast or slow? i think it passes quite fast bahs. still got lots of things to do but i'm sure we will be able to finish them on time. ohh ya. not forgetting our cca display. one impt thing finished le. i wanna more sec ones to join redcross. red cross is a good cca. you join redcross,you'll be as friendly as me. haha. LOL. =.= but it's real that we really learnt lots of things together.

still,there's some others who really wanna join redcross! :D my juniors! dun worry,we will take good care of you de. (:

there's also some who disliked redcross de,why why why. is it becos redcross not much guys? such a lame excuse lahh. dunno what they thinking. my stretcher drill part was okay. at least you guys can do up to shoulder level. i knew you all try your best le. others can see it too. :D
stretcher drills are cool & fun too. but hands and knees can be tiring too. the rest was okay. some gave out flyers and some was in charge of the booth. GOODJOB and continue to jy for the rest of the trainings! :D

08jan09

i'm back to telling what happened today. hmms. it was fine,i supoosed. nothing much happened today. first was Amaths. okay lahh. still can understand what the teacher trying to say. after that is PE lesson. PE was okay. height and weight today. then 5 round around the basketball courts. then we cut corners then caught! then ran extra three rounds,then played volleyball with ah jo,ah co and ah loo. then after a while,pe lesson ended. then we decided to walk to three-one there to see the ex-twothree ppl. but i didnt wear spects so didnt see any of them. then walked up the stairs then jiu physics lesson liaos. very boring lesson. haiyo,then i started daydream liaos. then jiu never listen to the lesson. ended up don't understand the new instrument he trying to teach. physics is just not interesting lahh. my worse science too. haix. maybe things will get better when i go to the lab?

all the science teacher talking about SPA lo. i got three in a row. gonna suffer for sure. but i still think biology and chemistry is nicer! :D then was recess then as usual,the canteen was packed like dunno what. cos our class at the fourth story mahs :( then was chemistry lesson. Miss J was fun man! i like her style of teaching. hmms. i like her! i guess my chem will improved uh? hope so. but she can be fierce too. then is english lesson. she told us to get into groups of four. then she gave us a picture then ask us to tell her what we see.

our picture is abt a man on some rock or something with his hand open?! then i jiu no feelings for this picture then dunno what to say. she picked jolene and corene instead. then her lesson was okay but i quite scared of her uh. english improved then jiu okay le. :DDDDDDDDDDDD

then that is lunch. then jiu hmt liaos. but before that,zavier go pull my rubber band out lahh. then i need to retie my hair lahh. then still not enough,go ask ppl pull my hair then dun wanna return me the rubber band. always like that one. how old liaos still do this kinda childish act? then took my butterfly clip then dun wanna return me. but jolene help me take back le. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD then hair tie until as messy as i can lo. =.= then hmt was okay. in fact,i still enjoyed it the most lo. (: then told to write about 2009. then write write write about my thoughts and feelings. i also realised the fact that i recently keep on daydream de lehs. haiyo. i dun want lahh. then jiu keep on asking ppl to repeat themselves. maybe becos i'm tired bahs. should sleep MORE. ahahaha! crap.

then go canteen accompany xianhui and linda to eat! hmms. i wanna eat ice cream de. but i no money lo. sadd. then xianhui said i gave her false hopes abt the ice cream seh. hahas. LOL. randomm too. sat going to eat for sure! don't worry man! tmr got cca. hope cca display will go well cos we really planned quite a lot this year. i wanna more juniors to join me. i dun wanna redcross to fall in our hands. so must more ppl join us. we're so friendly so must join us. LOL. talking truth also. hahas. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

ohh ya. i broke part of my hp casing again. they say i violent. :( hahas. not on purpose de. dun plan to get a new one lahh. keep on cracking the case de. =.= hmms. i finished my homework le. hahaha! so li hai. still got biology test and vocab test to study! haix.

hmms.nothing much more to say le. that's all. next time then blog bahs!
cheers!
7.40pm

06JAN09!

hmms. another day at school. everything was fine to me. just today caught for attire 4 times! they said i got improper attire. but to me,i think it's average lahh. hahas. then had biology and lit lesson. but then the teacher never come then we got teacher in the class also. then she wanna play movie but the projector cannot work then cannot watch. hmms. then talked with jolene!

then had history cum SS. we got 10 plus chapters to study altogether. wth. so much to study. somemore is only like for one subjects. physics no much better too. i still have my biology and chem. & Amaths. =.= sure cannot take it de. so much to study seh. haix. this year must be guai and really study liaos. like what all the teachers said,our honeymoon period is GONEEEEEEEEE. omg,i wanna them back lahh.

now so different. got so much things to study. haix. i should have gone to three-three bahs? but the thing is i cannot stand geog. hahas. so i guess three-four is better. then HMT lesson at 3.2,which is like the first floor and we need to climb all the way down and all the way up. haix! what an exercise! but i really miss all the ppl in the chinese lesson. in fact,i really like that lesson. cos today slack. LOL. hahas. cos of the familiar faces bahs? i'm still not used with my classmates lahh.

today had photo-taking also. eat into Amaths time. hahas. GOOD. cos i dun really like maths,you see. :DDDDDDDDDDDDD then saw three-three and three-five there and talked with them. haha. then float out lessons are physics and CME. then had a break in the middle. ate my chocolates! thanks,linda for the chocolates! :DDDDDDDDDD

then went up late a bit. then listen to the lesson and fianlly the councilors are backkkkkkkk. looxin and corene are behind me and jolene. haha. then more ppl to talk lahh. then the next period de teacher neber come then we can go home at 2.45pm! haha. but i still had to wait for xianhui they all. so is still the same. =.= nan de one day got early release lo. but still the same time go back. chey. then pei looxin go find charmaine's class then sat outside three-one then saw wenxin and siewbee outside then sit together. then wait wait wait. the three-two also no teacher then they went back earlier too. then met up with linda and went to canteen to eat. not very hungry but just miss the stall's food! cos everytime go down then the line like dunno how long liaos. then lazy to line up to buy. thought of cutting the line,but i think is quite bad lahh.

so saw xianhui and shuhui later on. and linda told me stories abt her teacher being a scout. so gross can! the activities is like .... no words to fill in. somemore i eating at that time. nowadays,my bag very heavy leh. so much things inside. later i put under the table then missing? haha. need buy again lo. LOL. then went to pei shuhui wait for bus 30 to jp there. then waited and chatted. then the bus came and we went back home already. then home le. so tired lahh. but i didn't do a lot of things today uh. haha. dunno why tired too. i had muscle ache at my arms lahh. tmr still have training sia. haix. double haix haix. better mood tmr!

nothing special happened today. just i'm in a better mood! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
that's a good thing! cos i forget all abt ytd le. today is today,ytd is ytd,tmr is tmr. no matter how much you are happy or unhappy,the day still passes! hmms. i know i got to move on de. i will not stay where i am. becos whatever happen,there always my dearest friends around! (:

ohh ya. tmr there two hour of leh. sadd. i think we're going to finish up the compo. haix. i hate writing compos lahh. need to write so much lahh. =.= tmr will be a even brighter day. i shall use this phrase to encorage myself to look forward to tmr :DDDDDDD

cheers!
5.19pm

05jan09

hmms. another day at the school. as usual the teacher came in and we dicuss abt the class things then time pass very slowly. =.= then got play some games here and there. got to do with the teacher's ELMO. is not the usual elmo lahh. it looks like a dinosaur with red spots? hahas. kinda cute in some ways too. then english teacher talked very fast then time also pass fast! :DDDDDDDD

i think my english is gonna improve under her bahs. hopefully. lesson ended and went off to the canteen with xianhui. then took back my camp fee for RCYC. then went to makan! hmms. then while waiting for the seniors to be okay,me and xianhui went back to TWOTHREE. i still miss them lahh. things is so much better at that point of time but i know i got to move on de. haix.

then had redcross training. we're late! becos we had a short discussion with the yiting. first we discuss abt cca display things. the ex seniors came back too. to see our footdrill things. then decide finish already,off to do footdrill. haix. then footdrill all the way...

then ended training. then had a talk with the ex seniors. i hate that paticular someone lahh.i'm not refering to any of the ex seniors,sec fours,my batchmates or another sec twos. adding oil to fire can! stupid. made me very pissed off lo. i'm in a bad mood today. i know i got a bit of attitute today. forgive me,cos i dun meant it. seriously.

i'm just in a very bad mood lahh. ARGH! i dun know what to say. i just hope cca display and FDC can be balanced! all are equally impt to our redcross. without the new juniors to join us,what's the point of everything? of cos. we put in so much effort for FDC,we want something back. so both are equally impt! dun see things one sided. err. i'm talking to myself,not to you all. why must cca display fall on 10jan? time is really really not enough for so much things!

after this week,almost everyday have training. hope everyone can take good care of yourself cos i know it is not going to be easy for us. let's pray that i dun fall sick and give black face. LOL. today is not just my day can! whole week occupied with everything. we had float out lessons,hmt and cca. haix. ENDURE! i know this is the only thing i can say to myself and the others. =.=

tmr will be better, i suppose. but i WANT tmr to be better!
i'm missing my sec two life. one more thing,the sec twos now dun fly us areoplanes can! seriously very irrating to me! first you decide to come for training then you two appear then you two disappear to dunno where! since you make the effort to bring so much things here,why not just come? ARGH. how can i make you think? i dun wanna make you cry lahh. see us then cry liaos,like we are bullying you or something?! and the actual fact is we're NOT! what's the point of crying? are they tears of gulity or sadd or fear? just voice out your opinons! ARGH!

of cos. we want the seniors back to help. we may look that we are not worrying abt anything,i'm sure deep in our hearts we do feel something. all of us wants to win! but we still must have the space to try out everything. things will get better as time goes on!

someone,pls cheer me up?

cheers!
6.58pm

04jan09

now at xianhui's hse! come here to do redcross things! haha. just now random-ly visited some blogs. the BACK BACK BACK de blog so .... disgusting can! nvm. i don't think you all understand what i saying. haiyo. say this kinda things at the blog. haha! only xianhui understand what i said. cos she also seeing with me! haha! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

ytd go bugis with family to buy things, i bought my watch and my hoodie! but not like those type of hoodie! nvm. only we understand. haiyo. cca display coming le. so many thing to do.

nothing to say le. that's all!

cheers!
1.25pm

02jan09

NOW AT HUIYING'S HSE! her hse de view very nice leh. supposely wanna come here study but then we started playing. and huiying is currently cooking smth for me and huiying to eat. hahas. luckily it is canned food,if not we will be the hospital man! hahas. LOL! so today is the first day of school lahh. things went on as usual. hmms. just as boring as before. but i think my class quite good lahh.think it will be quite competitive bahs. cos got a lot of smart ppl. but then got jolene and looxin and corene around,i think i will enjoy it bahs! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

let me talk abt countdown things! hmms. went to boonlay for countdown lahh. then went there then walk walk around then started to see the concert? hahas. then quite funny and lame. hmms.and i saw fireworks man! damn chio de can. later post the pictures for you all to see her computer got bluetooth lahh. (: hahas. nothing much more to say le lahh. that's all le! :DDDDDDDDDDD

cheers!
4.33pm